Ali
I would like to express sympathies to your family. May you find comfort in each other and comfort from God during this hard time. He promises us great promises in the Bible, John 5:28, 29 and Revelation 21:4. Soon you may have the opportunity to see him again right here, alive! The best promise of all, you will not have to feel this pain again for Revelation says "death will be no more". My prayers go out for you during this difficult time.