Ali
I would like to express my condolences. I am so sorry for your family's loss. May you find comfort from God as he is there for us during times such as these John 5:28, 29; and may you also find comfort in his promise to us at Revelation 21:3,4 where he promises to do away with death. We will no longer need to feel this pain you are feeling right now. My prayers go out for your family.